On April 20th I find out if I get accepted into a Dietetics Internship. Basically since I graduated in 2002 I have planned to do one, but it was never the right timing to apply. This year felt right. Now if you don’t know dietetic internships are ridiculous to get in to. There are only 4 places in Ky that accept interns and only like 4 interns get accepted. Any who, I don’t know what is going to happen. I applied to 4 (2 through Ky and 2 distance learning programs). It really does make me sick to my stomach thinking about it. I have always thought when I started this program in college that I wanted to complete it through to become a Register Dietitian. I didn’t know it would take me this long to complete it, but that’s ok. I have been totally cool with where God has had me. I’m just really, really, really ready to finish it now. It has been especially hard because Justin and I are both ready to start having children. This kind of puts that on hold for at least another year, which really isn’t that far away.

I’m anxious. Anxious I will not get in and anxious that I will not get into the one I most want to get into. I feel that I am overqualified for the internships, but it seems like that doesn’t really matter. They will accept whoever they want to.